I wish it was socially acceptable to break down and cry. Just fall down on my knees. Out of sheer knowledge  that I am not enough and I can never be enough without your love. I wish that we never had to be punished in this way, but, I guess we are stupid enough to get thrown out of eden we have to prove our love for you by breaking down. I really hope that the things I do in life do not hinder me from reaching that eden in your arms.